"Sad Movies always make me cry..."
This song made an impression to me, not because I had the same experience as what the lyrics tell, but because I have realized that our life is just like any other movies. We are the ones who act as the main character and whatever we do will be the plot of the story. Everyone of us has a different story to tell, some are good, but some are bad. We never know what went wrong if our story didn't turn up the way we expect them to be until we have realized what we did from the very beginning. But we can't do anything about it- we all just say that we must go with the flow to be able to move on. We all know that we can't turn back time nor can we forsee the future... So let me just say this, don't be ashamed of your story no matter how it ended.
Here is one story which I want to share with you. I have a friend who became close to me when I was on my first year in San Beda College. We were really close, and so we had many conversations, some were memories, gossips, jokes, and LOVE STORIES. And there was this one story which really made me curious and so eager to know that I always ask her to spill everything out. And she did...
She told me that she has a bestfriend that's been courting her for months, or maybe a year (I just can remember the exact details), they were childhood friends, and for sure, they already know the likes and dislikes of each other. She told me how thet met, how they became friends, and how their love started. Obviously, their love started as friends that soon grew into a more interesting and mature love for each other. I could say that they are really meant for each other. But destiny really plays its card when you don't expect it. Her bestfriend left for the United States with his family and continued his studies there. They were separated, but the courting never stopped. But if her best friend didn't left the Philippines, then everything will still be okay. Their communication stopped and reached its end. And by the word END means the end of everything... The communication stopped, together with the courting, and they love they both shared. Why is that so? Because her best friend took his final breath, closed his eyes, and never came back again.
My friend, of course, was in shock and in pain upon learning that her best friend already left her and will never be coming back. She will no longer hear his voice, see him smile or cry, hug him, comfort him, and see him together with her having a good time. The happy memories with him suddenly crashed into its final blow and just like any other broken vase, will never be able to put together without its other parts that has been lost together with her best friend. The most painful part for her is that she was not able to tell her best friend that she loved him more than a friend. In fact, she was about to answer her best friend sometime in January 2008, but her best friend died a week before that. How ironic could our life be? Problems always occur when you are already ready to be happy.
This is the part where she can no longer pretend that she's happy of what happened to her story. Her story ended in a way that no one ever wanted to happen to them. The darkness took a part of her that will be stuck in the place where nothing exist but broken dreams... And yet, in any other circumstances thereof, she will never be able to forget how her tsory ended so BAD... so BAD that it makes her cry... Just by thinking that her LOVE STORY will only become ONCE UPON A TIME...
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Her story is very interesting for me, because I watched how happy she is whenever she talks something about her bestfriend when he was still alive. I know she's strong, and she's already moved on. It has been a year and a half since the incident happened, and she knows that it's already time to move on... But even though her bestfriend is gone, her love for him will never cease...
Here is one story which I want to share with you. I have a friend who became close to me when I was on my first year in San Beda College. We were really close, and so we had many conversations, some were memories, gossips, jokes, and LOVE STORIES. And there was this one story which really made me curious and so eager to know that I always ask her to spill everything out. And she did...
She told me that she has a bestfriend that's been courting her for months, or maybe a year (I just can remember the exact details), they were childhood friends, and for sure, they already know the likes and dislikes of each other. She told me how thet met, how they became friends, and how their love started. Obviously, their love started as friends that soon grew into a more interesting and mature love for each other. I could say that they are really meant for each other. But destiny really plays its card when you don't expect it. Her bestfriend left for the United States with his family and continued his studies there. They were separated, but the courting never stopped. But if her best friend didn't left the Philippines, then everything will still be okay. Their communication stopped and reached its end. And by the word END means the end of everything... The communication stopped, together with the courting, and they love they both shared. Why is that so? Because her best friend took his final breath, closed his eyes, and never came back again.
My friend, of course, was in shock and in pain upon learning that her best friend already left her and will never be coming back. She will no longer hear his voice, see him smile or cry, hug him, comfort him, and see him together with her having a good time. The happy memories with him suddenly crashed into its final blow and just like any other broken vase, will never be able to put together without its other parts that has been lost together with her best friend. The most painful part for her is that she was not able to tell her best friend that she loved him more than a friend. In fact, she was about to answer her best friend sometime in January 2008, but her best friend died a week before that. How ironic could our life be? Problems always occur when you are already ready to be happy.
"And in the middle of the colored cartoon I started to cry..."
This is the part where she can no longer pretend that she's happy of what happened to her story. Her story ended in a way that no one ever wanted to happen to them. The darkness took a part of her that will be stuck in the place where nothing exist but broken dreams... And yet, in any other circumstances thereof, she will never be able to forget how her tsory ended so BAD... so BAD that it makes her cry... Just by thinking that her LOVE STORY will only become ONCE UPON A TIME...
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Her story is very interesting for me, because I watched how happy she is whenever she talks something about her bestfriend when he was still alive. I know she's strong, and she's already moved on. It has been a year and a half since the incident happened, and she knows that it's already time to move on... But even though her bestfriend is gone, her love for him will never cease...
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